I'm about to collapse. But I got to hang on. I want to look back and say that I have fought well.

I hope all goes well for IDMI, it has been a tumultous journey and we're almost nearing the end of it. I really hope we end it well. :S Maybe it would be the single success that I have ever had a hand in accomplishing.

I'm really really really tired. Every day it piles up, like a nagging fear. They say music helps, apparently it's just background symphony to this tiring state I return to. Let my help come from you Lord. Please renew my strength and let me soar on wings like an eagle. Thank you.

Just wanna leave
Don't wanna hear them say "You're no good at this".